Let me ask you guys..
if your love one dream came true
But she had to leave for a long period of time..
On and off for 2 years..
How will you feel?..
I said i am happy that you got your dream job
But why am i so upset..
I dun want to feel like this too.. i dun wan to be a selfish person.
But i just cant control my feeling..

I just know alot of things will change.. alot..
It will not be so simple as you told me...
I know i should trust you but why i still can't.
Is it the matter of time?

It this what we call life?..
nothing is fair...

I am serious with you.
dun treat me like them.
my effort dun meant bad things.

If your dream come true i will be happy for you =D.
but i hope we treasure the time now before we regret it for the future.
I want every sweet and bad moment to be in our mind.
One day we will find out that what we quarrel sometimes is kinda cute and funny =D..
and eventually it will be diverted to our sweet memorise too <3>

And i am happy to get in combine ITE =D..

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hope there is happy days ahead =D.
hope you realise it..

It fair coming! earn more $.
this sept gonna be pretty busy working =/ .

I am happy to be with you =D

If i am a person who love myself alot , what would my thinking be like?
will it be like i hope others to change,but not myself ? because this is my life?..
or i dun mind anyone to say anything about me?( but the fact is you really got hurted) cause this is my life?
or is it because i am trying to make yourself to become another kind of person?
cause i got hurted before?.. and i am trying to protect yourself.
If i got someone who i love and make me happy all times. will i divert it to another person if i am starting to get upset?but fact is i still love that someone. because i always wanted to be a happy person?

I just wanna know. i wanna know more about it.

What's wrong when someone is being honest?
Why i dun feel happy when i listen to something you said? why?
do i like to listen to lies?
is it because its a bad comment? or i never accept the fact about myself.

do you really care about me?.. why will you be so honest with me even though you know i will get hurt..
or am i really that weak and useless?
A burden in your life?..

i dun dare to even ask again.

I dun know...
Whats wrong with me.